Graveside Thoughts (Leave, or The Surface of the World)

THE SET-UP

This is the speech that begins the play.  Read on…

“If I’d done everything I could, everything I should, this boy wouldn’t be in the ground.”

(A gravestone.

ANNE, a woman in her 50s.)

ANNE

This isn’t my grave.

There are days I wish it was.

Days I think it should be.

A person shouldn’t outlive the next generation.

Parents shouldn’t outlive their children.

This is what war does.

It’s the law of averages.  Put a body in front of bullets and explosives and people who want that body to fall, do that often enough, the body will fall.  Nobody’s luck lasts forever.

Nobody.

No body.

I feel this way, and do nothing.

I should have barred the door.

I shouldn’t have let him go back.

If I’d done everything I could, everything I should, this boy wouldn’t be in the ground.

And I have to live with that.

I get to live with that.

Because more people die, to preserve my life.  My way of life.

It’s obscene.

(photo: Tina Sigel as Anne in the 2011 Minneapolis production of “Leave” by Urban Samurai Productions; photography by Ron Ravensborg; scenic design by Erica Zaffarano)


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